Tomorrow I will...Tomorrow I will...Tomorrow I will... by BloodyMess-VaoT
Ride a dragon
Win the race
Save the world
And go to space
Tomorrow I will...
Lose some weight
Rule the world
Find my soulmate
Tomorrow I will...
Make a fortune
Be the best
Quit my job
And pass that test
Tomorrow I will make my way!
How else should I endure today?
Inspiration for Happiness.Flowers have meaning.Inspiration for Happiness. by StarvingSlicingTeen
Red roses for love,
White lilies for death.
Then there's the ones that bring joy to see.
Daffodils in Spring.
Foxgloves in Summer.
Even the falling leaves in Autumn are beautiful,
As they cover the world in their blanket of red and gold.
Flowers are shared, given to people who are loved.
When a new baby is born and life is celebrated,
Daisies as a surprise for a primary school friend,
A gift from a lover on a date,
A present for mummy on Mother's Day,
But used at funerals,too, given one last time.
No matter what happens in your life,
Flowers will follow you,
So enjoy the beauty as you realize how wonderful the world is.
I Need You.What if I need you to stop me?I Need You. by StarvingSlicingTeen
What if I need you to stop me making myself sick for the fifth time today?
What if I need you to stop me running that razor across my wrist tonight?
But I've got to not need you anymore...
Where are you?
Where are you when I swallow all those pills?
Where are you when I run out of a classroom bursting into tears?
But you're not here for me anymore...
Who can I talk to?
Who can I talk to when I don't want to eat for four days?
Who can I talk to when I can't take things anymore?
But you don't really care anymore....
Who can give me that support?
Who's going to tell me it's okay to be scared?
Who's going to give me that hug when I'm shaking?
But not you, because my problems aren't your responsibility anymore...
But now I am alone.
And I can't feel this way.... Not anymore.
Glass and DoorsI'm building glass walls
and I'm wondering
really time for this.
glass is unnatural!
NEEDS PAW DIRT!
goes the cat
kick him out
and clean the glass again.
Quick circles of
towel and spray
and the dust
and the dirt
is all lifted
I see reflections
of everything but my face
I forgave my torturer
not because he deserved it
but because it's been a long time
and it's time.
I furnished my room and
accepted I would stay here
for a long time
so I'd make it homey.
I'm better than I was
and the year before that
and the year before that.
that some of my
most defining experiences in life
were mere psychotic delusions.
There is no religion
no hidden power
I put only glass
and a few sturdy
between me and all that's left to me
Now I can see what's left of me.
My MomMe And My Mom Are Exactly The Same
We Have Red Hair And We Have Pretty Browns Eyes
We Love Our Puppies And The Hunger Games
Facebook And Computer Is When Were Hypnotized
I Love To Show Her Everything I Make
She Always Knows I'm Creative To My Assignments
From Sewing Dresses To Baking Cakes
I Even Draw Art For Special Events
She Makes Me Pretty With Great Care
We Find Good Style In Fashion
She Fixes And Brushes My Red Hair
She Gives Me That I Have Passion
I Love My Mom And She Loves Me Too
We Love Each Other The Whole Day Through
more Random Shouts from the Borderlinepresenting
state of mind
Mistake in LifeI'm a mistake
a worthless failure
after all that's what been said to me
through the years that i have lived
There is nothing I can say
Nothing that can ever change
of all the emtional trauma
of all the pain i feel
The words can't escape
they are always there
Haunting inside my head
telling me that it what I truly am
A demon I been known as
A monster that shouldn't exist
I was never wanted in this life
I was always let down by so many people
Nobody will truly know the pain
Nobody will truly understand
Cause of everything I went through
Maybe my time was up a long time ago
No escape from reality
No escape from these harsh words
Nobody will fully understand
Of how much pain this has caused me
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